He car ru You ta da ...Hikaru Utada and other strange things...

I first heard her music while playing Kingdom Hearts on PlaySation 2: Simple and Clean. It wasn't your usual "Japanese Pop", it was actually pretty catchy. So my younger sister downloaded some of her music to sample it before buying her new cd. Amber received the cd for Christmas and burnt me an extra copy. Her cd Exodus is sooooo good. I haven't liked a cd this much since Maria: My Soul. Unfortunately for the both of them, their cd sales weren't that great, Maria's music did better over in Europe, and her record company eventually dropped her. Utada didn't do well over here either, but she's like a Britney Spears in Japan. Anyways, if there are people who enjoy different but good music, I encourage anyone to try out her CD, it rox.

In my cd player at the moment:
1. Linkin Park/Jay-Z
2.Gwen Stefani: Love.Angel.Music.Baby
3.Hikaru Utada
*that's it right now because my cd player only holds 3 :)*

If you are or have a very sarcastic, nonchalant, cruel but sweet sense of humor, I also encourage you to see Napoleon Dynamite, stupidly funny. I've seen the movie about 5 times already, almost addicting like cocaine, not that I've ever tried it...

Pissed off at the moment

So where should I start...so last night was my bestfriend A birthday, she made 19. We went to Miyako's because that's where she wanted to go. So I had Hibachi, or however you spell it. Afterwords we went and I got another tattoo of the Hindu symbol peace on the back of my neck. Came out very nice might I add. Then we went back to my house and watched Saved. In the middle of watching Saved, bestfriend B brought up the AKA situation again. A and B were suppose to cross together but B didn't make it and A did. I feel bad for B because I know she really wanted to do it and to be rejected was a horrible experience for her, but when A made it and she didn't it was sort of like a slap in the face. They both went through the iniation and the hazing together but, who knows why she wasn't picked but the AKAs who rejected her. So anyways, A hadn't heard how one day B went to class wearing a pink skirt, and one of the AKAs who did the hazing saw her. When B came out of class that day, someone had thrown mud all over her car (the AKAs possibly? or obviously?). Well you can imagine how bestfriend A took it, went to the AKAs defense. Now bestfriend B doesn't have any known enemies except for the Maryite bitches we graduated with, and well, most of them are cowards or no longer live in the city. So I went to B's defense because A was being inconsiderate anyway, she had once again rubbed it in B's face about being an AKA and how great they were and she's so happy blah blah blah. Now I'm happy for A, but she could have been a little bit more considerate of B. And when I stated that it was pretty obvious who did it, A went on to say that I was anti-Greek, and that B could trust her opinions and advice before my own. So you can imagine my reaction. It took me a second before I got upset, but I didn't say anything because it was her birthday.

Donald bought me a diamond bracelet for Christmas, and said from now on, eventho we aren't in a relationship, he is going to start treating me as if I am his girlfriend. I'm not sure exactly how I should feel about that, I think I've got too many guys on my hand as it is. The Case of the Ex (Aaron), Fatal Attraction (James... or maybe that's Donald)...then there's The Virgin Mary (Jerrod) and let's not forget Fear(Joshua, or the TI lookalike who only looks like TI because he's red with a cute smile) The truth is that I just want to be alone, but I'm not use to it so I keep them hanging by a loose string...that's my diagnosis anyways

So anyways...

My sisters, parental unit and I went to see Blade Trinity tonight, I had to see it twice (saw it last Tuesday at the screening) to get a full appreciation of the movie, I didn't like it the first time I saw it, but I like it now :). James and I are still on our break I guess you can say, at this point I don't know if I'm ready to just hop in a relationship with him. I know I'm being selfish right now, but I think he was right when he said I would rather him as a friend than a boyfriend so I'm only stringing him on for now to keep him in my life. I think about our situation and how it has gotten so bad, but then I think of the positive aspects of our relationship and get all confused. Oh well, only time will tell...

TI

So anyways, I'm at work (as usual), and there were these two guys that were going to see The Incredibles...grown ass men might I add...now one looked like he was bout 15 years old, but I later found out he was 20, the other looked exactly like TI, and any female I know will tell you he looks damn good. So the TI lookalike was steadily trying to get my attention, but I kept in the back of my mind, James and I are on break. Now I have a weakness for cute dudes, especially when he got a pretty smile with nice teeth, and his body is well...well proportioned (y'all know what I'm talkin bout), I'm like, this dude is so fine. So we exchanged numbers. He broke the 3 day rule and called me the next day trying to go to Houston's...Now I'm counting down because this dude is really cool, he's really smart and is goal oriented, he has a steady job and is doing pretty good by himself, almost too good to be true, I'm just waitin to find out with his flaw is going to be because right now he's perfect.

I am so glad that the wedding is over, I didn't do bad on the scripture, in fact I got a lot of compliments on my vocal skills...or maybe they were just being nice cuz I really sucked :), o well...certain individuals who shall remain nameless tried to make a come back, I really don't understand what it is with guys...I told him months ago that we should stop talking altogether because he was, well, crazy in simpler terms, but a few weeks ago, he used his mother's death as an excuse to talk to me, which is pretty low if you ask me. Then he tries to set James up and make it seems like he's cheating on me...it's so hard to shake off things like that, I mean, the information he presented could be seen as James guilty as hell by those who don't know him, but then when I think of who provided the information and how biased it was, well, who knows...

Nervous wreck

One of my biggest fears other than the obvious would be public speaking. I don't know why, I'm not a horrible speaker, in fact, I do okay at first, but then my heart starts to pound, then I can't breathe and eventually the words begin to mesh and I need to re-focus the paper from which I am reading off of...Unfotunately this seems to be a fear that I can't conquer. I am reading a scripture for my cousins wedding tomorrow night, and it's not short. At the rehearsal tonight, I wasn't loud enough, and when I was loud enough my voice shook. I don't know why I get so nervous, I've tried everything from picturing the guest in underwear to actually staring at each letter so not to look at my audience. Oh well, I guess I'll have to pray on this one tonight, Lord knows I'm going to need any kind of luck tomorrow...

Another day

hmmm, so my motivation for starting another on-line journal/blog, what have you, is Gian, thanx buddy. I don't know how often I'll actually write in this thing, I don't think my life is actually all that exciting...it can be quite dull at times the more I think about it, that is until James decides to cause drama and madness, but even then it will be more of me just venting which is boring, but hey, if you get off on that more power to ya! But anyways...it's like 1:30 in the morning,and I am bushed, so maybe I'll update a little later!