One of my biggest fears other than the obvious would be public speaking. I don't know why, I'm not a horrible speaker, in fact, I do okay at first, but then my heart starts to pound, then I can't breathe and eventually the words begin to mesh and I need to re-focus the paper from which I am reading off of...Unfotunately this seems to be a fear that I can't conquer. I am reading a scripture for my cousins wedding tomorrow night, and it's not short. At the rehearsal tonight, I wasn't loud enough, and when I was loud enough my voice shook. I don't know why I get so nervous, I've tried everything from picturing the guest in underwear to actually staring at each letter so not to look at my audience. Oh well, I guess I'll have to pray on this one tonight, Lord knows I'm going to need any kind of luck tomorrow...

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