Another blah blog

I just felt like blogging again, nothing in particular is on my mind. Jerrod and I went and saw Constantine tonight, it was pretty good. I think Keanu Reeves is a great actor (and he's pretty cute). The test that I studied so hard for (in Business Law) turned out to be open book, I don't know if I should be happy because I would pass regardless, or be pissed that I spent all day at work studying and getting fussed at by managers for studying ( we aren't suppose to bring homework to work, but they usually let me slide because I'm in college and make it a point to let them know that my school work comes before that crappy job, or maybe they let me study because I'll change my availabilty on them and leave them assed out of a supervisor (c:...sure,there's more where I came from but there aren't any as good as I am). So anyways, certain individuals reminded me last night WHY no communication is necessary, and no, I'm not talking about James. This guy, who I shall name Dee, suffers from the case "HAVE THEIR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO". Why? Well let's see, some odd months ago, Dee and I use to converse over the telly fone, and well see, it was nothing more than that. I was in a relationship (on and off with that ass) but I was kinda feelin' Dee.He was a nice guy, but, I was in that little circle with James,plus he was seeing some chick, so, it could never be anyways. Well, to make THAT long story short, Dee and I ended up falling out at the end of last year because his birthday fell on the day of my cousin Michelle's wedding. Now, since I was in the wedding, I couldn't call him. However, I did call him at 1:30 the next morning, and he was mad. I apologized, but he hung up in my face anyways, so I called back (I hate being hung up on) and left him a message since he didn't want to answer the phone letting him know that I would not call anymore. Well the story doesn't end there. He brings it upon himself to IM me out the blue a month or so later, and so we start talking on the phone again. But by then, I had already fell head over heels for Jerrod. We continued to be friends, but, he told me how he felt about me, even tho he was still seein' ol girl. Well, I couldn't do much about that situation, I hope he didn't expect me to drop Jerrod for him. So yesterday, he IM-ed me when I signed on yesterday, he started to get on me about not returning his last two phone calls. Now here comes the part that makes me mad, people who know me, know that I do work a lot, especially on weekends. I will admit, I am bad at returning phone calls, but I've been working on it, and I've gotten much better! I mean, I gotta schedule shit weeks ahead just to get something done, i.e. that trip to the gyno I'm dreading in a few weeks, bring my dogs to the vet to get groomed, hell,even a freakin trip to the mall to buy some damn shoes. But on those two particular days that he called, I happened to be at work, and sick. The day I was sick tho, I was on the phone with Jerrod (and Dee does not like him). And it made me mad because he's still seeing that girl, the way he was talking (you can't hear people over the internet), he made it sound like I had to answer to him. And I especially hate it when niggas try telling me what to do, I've lived without a father for 15 years, I don't need one to start telling me what to do now. I've had this conversation with him before, and I don't know why people think that I am obligated to them! I don't have anyone to answer to, but some of these people think that I do. Well, guess what, he is one of those people who I refuse to talk to again, I'm all for second chances,however you fuck up the first time,shame on you, happens again a second time, shame on me.