Usually when I blog, it's my daily ramblings and all that jazz...I'm pretty sure this blog couldn't contain all my thoughts and feelings in this tight little space, I'm sure if it did they might start charging us to blog. So anyways, there are a few things I need to catch up on, or for my readers to catch up on. I have very few friends, and even less people who know everything about me. I mean sure there's Rayanne, Dayna and Lauren, but then there's Donald (who I never mention in any of my blogs, and maybe because I'm still trying to sort that situation out) . I can honestly say that Rayanne, Dayna, and Donald know literally everything about me. Lauren, well, she's pretty judgmental. So Donald and I have been friends for...about 2 years. When I first met him I thought he was creepy, and it's funny now because we tell eachother on a daily basis that we love eachother. Donald is what we females call a "good guy", and yes, he has finished last. He's a great guy, he holds a special place in my heart. I wish in a way it ended there, it would make "our" situation that much easier. Truth is tho, is that Donald's feelings for me aren't just that of a friend, he wants to be with me. And for awhile I ignored it, but I can't any longer because the feelings are mutual. I know it's possible to be attracted to more than one person at a time, but Donald and I are such good friends, I'd hate to ruin our friendship. I don't know what to do anymore, I can't even keep a clear head when we're together. I was hoping that it was just a temporary feeling when it comes to most guys I deal with, but, I can tell now that it's not.