Friday, April 29, 2005
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I'm starting to think maybe ::BLEEP:: is the guy I've been waiting for. Now it may seem like I have A LOT of guy friends, which I do, but he's the only I can say that has literally gone out of his way to make sure I am happy. The answer might just be sitting right under my nose, and has been all this time. The only thing is, I don't know if I feel the same way about him as he does me. I care about him, he's a wonderful person. I'm so confused right now, here I am, wanting to be in a relationship, wanting to fall in love, and I'm afraid to even take that chance with him. I'm afraid it'll be another dead end relationship, I'm afraid that I won't give myself to him completely and I'll just end up hurting him. I'll finish this later...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
My managers are such assholes...
...last year around this time, I bought a pair of black birkenstocks
here's a pic for those who don't know what they are.I wore them to work, and no one noticed them, I mean, our uniforms consist of khaki dickies, black shoes and black sox. My dickies were pretty baggy and long, so they covered most of my shoe. No one had a problem with me wearing them until recently, and you can guess who had a problem with them, the one and only Wanna, who is the messiest of them all. I mean c'mon, we're pretty laxed when it comes to the uniforms, as long as we have the basics and it's not outrageous, there isn't a problem. Well now they have a problem with me wearing my shoes, why? I dunno. Someone suggested it was because two other people who are under me started to wear them, and management was afraid that everyone else would hop on the band wagon, I mean I KNOW I'M A TRENDSETTER :), but is it that crucial? Apparently it is. I had to get new shoes or risk being taken off the shedule. So yesterday I took that trip out to Metairie and went to Shoe Nami *I'm sure all females from New Orleans know about Shoe Nami, they sell the cutest shoes and accessories, and they're inexpensive*. I remembered I had a store credit because I had returned some shoes that I didn't like last Decemeber. So I bought some cute black shoes that don't hurt for work, it still applied to the dress code and we're cute at the same time, I also bought another pair of shoes that were just as adorable, but who cares about that. So anyways, Wanna saw my new shoes and she fell in love with them. Go figure. She wants a pair for herself.
Tonight, Donald, Amber and I went to see Amityville. It was pretty funny. When you go see horror movies with a bunch of black people, it's even funnier. People always making stupid comments and what not. Jerrod had to work tonite, and when he saw Donald and I together, he looked kinda sick. He stayed in the back. Pretty obvious since he has to stay in the front to make sure everything is okay. When we were leaving, we saw him outside waiting for his mother to pick him up. I'm past him selling me out and acting like a dick head, I was almost kind enough to ask him if he needed a ride home, but thought better of it. He lives way in the 9th ward and I'm not about to get shot dropping his ass off at home, that nigga ain't worth all that. I have nothing to really talk about. Made my schedule for summer, I have to make one for fall but their stupid website isn't letting me :(. Still single, still looking.
here's a pic for those who don't know what they are.I wore them to work, and no one noticed them, I mean, our uniforms consist of khaki dickies, black shoes and black sox. My dickies were pretty baggy and long, so they covered most of my shoe. No one had a problem with me wearing them until recently, and you can guess who had a problem with them, the one and only Wanna, who is the messiest of them all. I mean c'mon, we're pretty laxed when it comes to the uniforms, as long as we have the basics and it's not outrageous, there isn't a problem. Well now they have a problem with me wearing my shoes, why? I dunno. Someone suggested it was because two other people who are under me started to wear them, and management was afraid that everyone else would hop on the band wagon, I mean I KNOW I'M A TRENDSETTER :), but is it that crucial? Apparently it is. I had to get new shoes or risk being taken off the shedule. So yesterday I took that trip out to Metairie and went to Shoe Nami *I'm sure all females from New Orleans know about Shoe Nami, they sell the cutest shoes and accessories, and they're inexpensive*. I remembered I had a store credit because I had returned some shoes that I didn't like last Decemeber. So I bought some cute black shoes that don't hurt for work, it still applied to the dress code and we're cute at the same time, I also bought another pair of shoes that were just as adorable, but who cares about that. So anyways, Wanna saw my new shoes and she fell in love with them. Go figure. She wants a pair for herself.
Tonight, Donald, Amber and I went to see Amityville. It was pretty funny. When you go see horror movies with a bunch of black people, it's even funnier. People always making stupid comments and what not. Jerrod had to work tonite, and when he saw Donald and I together, he looked kinda sick. He stayed in the back. Pretty obvious since he has to stay in the front to make sure everything is okay. When we were leaving, we saw him outside waiting for his mother to pick him up. I'm past him selling me out and acting like a dick head, I was almost kind enough to ask him if he needed a ride home, but thought better of it. He lives way in the 9th ward and I'm not about to get shot dropping his ass off at home, that nigga ain't worth all that. I have nothing to really talk about. Made my schedule for summer, I have to make one for fall but their stupid website isn't letting me :(. Still single, still looking.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Stolen from Aries who stole it from Brutha-3 Little Birds...
Three little things
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Applied Materials College Program t-shirt
2. Pain of short black shorts
3. My silk blue scarf
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. My cell
2. 100 blank cds
3. DSL modem thingy
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Have 3 children
2. See my mother grow to a ripe old age
3. Become a billionaire
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. Loyal
2. Honest
3. Caring
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Sarcastic
2. Nonchalant
3. Too giving at times
THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. Irish
2. Indian
3. African-American
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. My height
2. My boobs
3. My face
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. My fat fingers
2. The burn scar on my shoulder
3. Can't think of anything else...
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I cry a lot
2. I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt more than I let on
3.
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. That's gay
2. Loser
3. You'll be alright
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. Rome
2. Mozambique
3. Alaska
THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY (other than normal name)
1. Quinny
2. Quinnifer
3. Pocahontas
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. SweetlNlSexy1
2. QGordon
3. Quinn A Bee Rogers
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Applied Materials College Program t-shirt
2. Pain of short black shorts
3. My silk blue scarf
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. My cell
2. 100 blank cds
3. DSL modem thingy
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Have 3 children
2. See my mother grow to a ripe old age
3. Become a billionaire
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. Loyal
2. Honest
3. Caring
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Sarcastic
2. Nonchalant
3. Too giving at times
THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. Irish
2. Indian
3. African-American
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. My height
2. My boobs
3. My face
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. My fat fingers
2. The burn scar on my shoulder
3. Can't think of anything else...
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. I cry a lot
2. I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt more than I let on
3.
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. That's gay
2. Loser
3. You'll be alright
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. Rome
2. Mozambique
3. Alaska
THREE NAMES THAT I GO BY (other than normal name)
1. Quinny
2. Quinnifer
3. Pocahontas
THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAVE HAD
1. SweetlNlSexy1
2. QGordon
3. Quinn A Bee Rogers
I'm a Hazelnut tree!
HAZELNUT TREE- charming, undemanding, very
understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause,
popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment
I saw this on a message forum...
You find your birthday...
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree
and then you find the tree...
APPLE TREE- of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher
with imagination.
ASH TREE- uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.
BEECH TREE- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit
BIRCH TREE- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly,pretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
CEDAR TREE- of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others,self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.
CHESTNUT TREE- of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.
CYPRESS TREE- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.
ELM TREE- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, loudest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
FIG TREE- very strong, a bit self-willed,independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children
and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.
FIR TREE- extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated,
loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontested lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.
HAZELNUT TREE- charming, undemanding, very
understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause,
popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.
HORNBEAM TREE- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
LIME TREE- accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.
MAPLE TREE- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impressOLIVE TREE- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
PINE TREE- loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but
seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives
up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.
POPLAR TREE- looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic
nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
ROWAN TREE- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without
egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
WALNUT TREE- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
WEEPING WILLOW - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but
is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner
understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause,
popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment
I saw this on a message forum...
You find your birthday...
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Dec 31 - Apple Tree
and then you find the tree...
APPLE TREE- of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher
with imagination.
ASH TREE- uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.
BEECH TREE- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit
BIRCH TREE- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly,pretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
CEDAR TREE- of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others,self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.
CHESTNUT TREE- of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.
CYPRESS TREE- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.
ELM TREE- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, loudest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.
FIG TREE- very strong, a bit self-willed,independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children
and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.
FIR TREE- extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated,
loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontested lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.
HAZELNUT TREE- charming, undemanding, very
understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause,
popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.
HORNBEAM TREE- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.
LIME TREE- accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.
MAPLE TREE- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impressOLIVE TREE- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
PINE TREE- loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but
seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives
up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.
POPLAR TREE- looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic
nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.
ROWAN TREE- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without
egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
WALNUT TREE- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
WEEPING WILLOW - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but
is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner
Saturday, April 23, 2005
The stupidest thing I've ever done...
I think I've had trust issues with people my whole life. I blame mostly my sperm donor, I think he's the root to most of my inner problems, but that's a completely different post for another time. So yes, I have trust issues with people, and I have good reasons why I don't really trust people, that too is another post for another time. Today I'm going to discuss the stupidest thing I've ever done. So last year, around this time, I got a cell phone for a friend in MY name. She was a reliable person (notice past tense), and she was a good friend. She was going to get a phone in her name when she built enough credit, but until then, she made the payments on the phone. Well, she had to move to New Iberia because of personal problems. She continued to make payments like usual. It wasn't until last November when I checked her bill on-line did I notice that she had begun to go over her minutes like crazy, causing her bill to be a hundred dollars more than what it should be. I phoned her immediately, and she informed me that she made a payment by check that day. She also said that the papers for me to sign the phone over to her to put it her name were in the mail. I hadn't received the papers, and by January I tried calling her to let her know I hadn't received them yet. Her phone had been disconnected. When I went on-line to check her bill, it was $1,082. At first I thought it might've been a mistake, but when I saw her last bill, two of her current payments had apparently bounced. I could not get in touch with her from that point on, and here I was stuck with a thousand dollar cell bill that should have never been. To this day I haven't spoken with her, and I am steadily making payments on this phone that should've been signed over to her. Stupid me, yes, I agree. I almost kicked myself. But that's what I get for being so trustful. At first I was angry, but like I've said before, anger is wasted energy. I'm dealing with the problem by shelving out $200 a month just to pay the bill before it messes up my credit. If I see Shanda oneday though, I might break her nose.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Question of the day: Does Cassidy really think he's hard?
Answer: I don't think so!!!
Is it me or does the new Pope look like he's going to croak tonight while he sleeps?
I know I know, that's a bit insensitive...but he does look old as Methuselah...I'm so bored. My friend contacted me two days ago and told me his girlfriend has a STD. He doesn't know who gave it to who. Pretty screwed up, I feel bad for him...Today, the day that I actually DECIDED to go to class, I realized Whitney, aka The Gap Tooth Blond has taken my car keys with her to school...idiot. I got up at 10 and everything.I have absolutely nothing to talk about for once! I think I'll end this post here...maybe something will happen tomorrow that's more blog worthy...oh yeah...Dee's back...James too...but not in a bad way.
Answer: I don't think so!!!
Is it me or does the new Pope look like he's going to croak tonight while he sleeps?
I know I know, that's a bit insensitive...but he does look old as Methuselah...I'm so bored. My friend contacted me two days ago and told me his girlfriend has a STD. He doesn't know who gave it to who. Pretty screwed up, I feel bad for him...Today, the day that I actually DECIDED to go to class, I realized Whitney, aka The Gap Tooth Blond has taken my car keys with her to school...idiot. I got up at 10 and everything.I have absolutely nothing to talk about for once! I think I'll end this post here...maybe something will happen tomorrow that's more blog worthy...oh yeah...Dee's back...James too...but not in a bad way.
I was really bored...
Questions that people ask me and my responses
Q: Is Quinn you real name?
A: Is that your real hair?
Q: You like them pretty boys.
A: That's not a question.
Q: Where your ol man at?
A: ::raises eyebrow::
Q: Why don't you holla at me anymore?
A: I lost my voice.
Q: Would you like to conversate?
A: It's converse...
Q: How old are you?
A: 20
Q: Oh for real?
A: No, for fake.
Q: Do you think you're better than everyone?
A: No, just some people.
Q: What are you mixed with?
A: Who cares?
Q: Do you consider yourself black?
A: Only if you consider yourself stupid.
Q: Are your braces expensive?
A: No, I let the hobo down the street put them on me for free with paperclips.
Q. Ya heard me?
A: No, I'm deaf.
Q: Are you serious?
A: Nah, I'm playing...
Q: Why do you always have to be so sarcastic?
A: Why do you always ask dumb questions?
Q: Why do you always give me stupid answers?
A: Ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer.
Q: Why do you sound so white?
A: Sorry, I don't speak monkey....
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Donald thought it would be funny to put a camera in my face and show off my big raccoon eyes and my big ass forehead.
aaahhhh,those raccoon eyes...dominant trait in my family, everyone has them!
I hate being so picky, I go from one guy to the next (not in a sexual way). I just can't seem to stay interested in one guy long enough to actually develop real feelings for them because they're always fucking up. Nothing in particular has happened, I've just been going over in my head the number of "relationships" I've been in, or lack there of, over the past 3 years. I know that sounds bad, you're thinking hey, it might be you that needs to change. Believe me, I've tried looking from every aspect to see if I'm the problem, I'm not at all. I even tried changing my "suspicious ways" for my ex because he thought I was "insecure". I realized that I am far from insecure, and far from jealous. I can be overly confident sometimes, which might come off as cocky or conceited. But that's just me, I'm picky for a reason. I shouldn't hate the fact that I won't settle for less, but I'm tired of being alone. Oh well...my knight in shining armor is out there somewhere...
aaahhhh,those raccoon eyes...dominant trait in my family, everyone has them!I hate being so picky, I go from one guy to the next (not in a sexual way). I just can't seem to stay interested in one guy long enough to actually develop real feelings for them because they're always fucking up. Nothing in particular has happened, I've just been going over in my head the number of "relationships" I've been in, or lack there of, over the past 3 years. I know that sounds bad, you're thinking hey, it might be you that needs to change. Believe me, I've tried looking from every aspect to see if I'm the problem, I'm not at all. I even tried changing my "suspicious ways" for my ex because he thought I was "insecure". I realized that I am far from insecure, and far from jealous. I can be overly confident sometimes, which might come off as cocky or conceited. But that's just me, I'm picky for a reason. I shouldn't hate the fact that I won't settle for less, but I'm tired of being alone. Oh well...my knight in shining armor is out there somewhere...
I can admit to myself and others that I get bored quickly, I can lose interest so fast in just one person if I don't feel compatible with them.I've got plenty of friends to choose from, and yes, they're just that, they aren't FWB (Friends With Benefits). I would prefer to be friends with someone first before hopping into a relationship with a stranger. I've tried the FWB routine, but I've found that it doesn't really quite work for me, it can be tricky. I usually just end up being intimate with a past partner or an ex, but I'd do the past partner before an ex because there's too much at stake when an ex comes back in the picture. Especially if I've broken up with them, I will just simply be reminded why we aren't together in the first place. Like between Aaron and I, a year ago I hated his guts, now we're like bestfriends. We don't talk as much as we use to because he has a girlfriend who doesn't like me :D, but we easily pick up where we left off. The opportunity has come up to have sex on more than one occasion, but I can't bring myself to do it because
1. He has a girlfriend that he has lukewarm feelings for
and 2. He cheated on me it still feels as if he did it yesterday
...I'm straying away from my post. So yes I get bored easily, whether it be boys, or school. School bores the hell out of me, it gets to the point where I can maintain my average and only show up the day of the test. While sitting in my classes I doodle or text people, I think I might even have AADD, I don't know, I've never been tested for it. Studying for me is like nails on a chalk board, can't stand it, and majority of the time I don't do it.
Now I'm bored with this post.
Let's see what else is there to talk about...I actually got ANGRY yesterday, and I don't mean someone made me mad and I got over it in five minutes, I was actually pissed for most of the day. I'm still somewhat angry now. I don't care if people like me or not, that's never been a problem with me, but I demand respect. I've hinted in some of my other post that there is growing tension between Jerrod and I, which there is, thick enough to cut through it, but it's at the point where if he says one thing to me, it could be hello or goodbye, I might just snap at his ass. Now normally I don't get upset and start acting crazy like some females do, I've done that once in my entire life and I regret the damage I did, but I've learned, or rather much taught myself to never let anyone get under my skin like that. Well for the first time in nearly 2 years I was so angry I was shaking again, and it happened to be that prick Jerrod. What pissed me off the most and caused most of my anger was when I confronted him about the situation, he response was he did it just because, and then eventually hung up in my face. Have I mentioned how much I hate being hung up on? It's one thing to betray me and sell me out, it's one thing to create unnecessary drama, but it's completely different when you disrespect me not once, but twice, and that was the end of it. I don't understand Jerrod or his motives, maybe he feels played because things didn't work out between us, or maybe he was an asshole all along and I never knew. Oh well, he'll get his.
1. He has a girlfriend that he has lukewarm feelings for
and 2. He cheated on me it still feels as if he did it yesterday
...I'm straying away from my post. So yes I get bored easily, whether it be boys, or school. School bores the hell out of me, it gets to the point where I can maintain my average and only show up the day of the test. While sitting in my classes I doodle or text people, I think I might even have AADD, I don't know, I've never been tested for it. Studying for me is like nails on a chalk board, can't stand it, and majority of the time I don't do it.
Now I'm bored with this post.
Let's see what else is there to talk about...I actually got ANGRY yesterday, and I don't mean someone made me mad and I got over it in five minutes, I was actually pissed for most of the day. I'm still somewhat angry now. I don't care if people like me or not, that's never been a problem with me, but I demand respect. I've hinted in some of my other post that there is growing tension between Jerrod and I, which there is, thick enough to cut through it, but it's at the point where if he says one thing to me, it could be hello or goodbye, I might just snap at his ass. Now normally I don't get upset and start acting crazy like some females do, I've done that once in my entire life and I regret the damage I did, but I've learned, or rather much taught myself to never let anyone get under my skin like that. Well for the first time in nearly 2 years I was so angry I was shaking again, and it happened to be that prick Jerrod. What pissed me off the most and caused most of my anger was when I confronted him about the situation, he response was he did it just because, and then eventually hung up in my face. Have I mentioned how much I hate being hung up on? It's one thing to betray me and sell me out, it's one thing to create unnecessary drama, but it's completely different when you disrespect me not once, but twice, and that was the end of it. I don't understand Jerrod or his motives, maybe he feels played because things didn't work out between us, or maybe he was an asshole all along and I never knew. Oh well, he'll get his.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
I went on a MAJOR shopping spree...and didn't have to use my own money :D. We made it a Blockbust night, rented all 3 Poltergeist movies tonight, watched them back to back since we didn't go to The Palace to go see Amityville Horror like planned, and had Papa John's since we didn't go to Joe's. It was a quiet evening snuggling on momma's new couch. Oh yeah, ol boy decided to call, the call I had "been" anticipating...called a little too late. In case anyone is wondering who ::BLEEP:: is, he shall remain nameless, not that anyone knows him. I've mentioned him in one of my post's before, but, I don't want to get my hopes up in case he turns out to be a dead end.
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Dude washed my car...
...it was a sweet gesture. ::BLEEP:: cleaned the inside and the outside, and believe me, if he hadn't done it, it probably wouldn't have been done for AWHILE. But it was nice all the same, he's really a great guy. I think he's just making up for the hicky he gave me the other day.All that drama the other day is basically blown over, it's funny within those 48 hours people had made such a big fuss over it. I love how rumors end up, but thanx to the haters, I'm still there (not for long I hope), and for the ones who want me gone, sorry bitches, not yet. It'll take more than he said/she said to make me run for dear life. But I appreciate the attempt, keep up the horrible work!
Well, I'll post later, I just finished working a 12 hour shift and I am so tired.
Well, I'll post later, I just finished working a 12 hour shift and I am so tired.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
::BLEEP:: left a pretty pink passion mark on my neck...and he knows HOW MUCH I HATE HICKIES. I didn't realize I had it until my manager kindly pointed it out tonite in front everyone that Quinn's got a hickie on her neck! OMG, Quinn, we thought you were celibate! I'm like damn damn damn,I'd love/hate to break it to you guys, but my attempt at celibacy went right through the window about a month or so ago, but there's no need to broadcast my GREAT sex life all over my job. So after being mildly embarrassed, I called ::BLEEP:: to blow on him because I told him he was being "too rough" yesterday, and the results are a very obvious hicky for all to see.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Booby Spears has announced to the world that she's pregnant...bout damn time, I was tired of the speculation. But kudos to her, that's what she's always wanted...Now maybe Demi Moore aka The Cradle Robber can come out and tell everyone she's carrying another bundle of joy. This post has no real relevance to it, as soon as I signed on AOL it's news worthy enough to be placed on the menu.
Anywho...I need to wash my hair but I'm being really lazy. Having long hair has it's drawbacks...especially when it's curly. Jerrod had the nerve to say it looked brown, my response-they let you out of kindergarten not knowing your colors?
Anywho...I need to wash my hair but I'm being really lazy. Having long hair has it's drawbacks...especially when it's curly. Jerrod had the nerve to say it looked brown, my response-they let you out of kindergarten not knowing your colors?
Monday, April 11, 2005
Beyond irritated...
now I'm just fed up with the drama. In a post I mentioned that I was promoted, Jerrod and I were both promoted, which sux because I don't care for him (he's shady as hell) anymore and I have to work with him, but that's besides the point. So, he and I are required, well, not so much required, expected is a better word, to work 5 days out the week. That's fine with me, but, when the new schedules came out, I didn't bother to take off for my sister's birthday which happens to be today (Happy B-Day Whitney!!!!) because she said we weren't doing anything. So of course they scheduled me on my sister's birthday, typical. Well, at the very last minute today, I had someone else come in for me. They already had another supervisor working tonite so I didn't really think it would make a difference if the person I had cover my shift was under me. I made a mistake, I can admit to that. I should have called in and let them know. Well, Wanna, one of my managers called my phone and literally blew on me. And I'm like damn, I immediately put up my defense shield when she started blowing, but when she made a comment about me picking up Donald earlier, that was the icing on the cake. She and the GM both dramatically, and I mean overly dramatically explained in such an intimidating tone that I can not make decisions that aren't apart of my position blah blah blah blah. I'm like, all of this because I called someone else in? Fine whatever, that didn't bother me, I was wrong and I'll accept the write up with open arms, what pissed me off was the way they were talking to me, and they used a personal situation to try and justify what they were saying. It's no one's business what I do outside of the fucking Grand, and talking to me like I'm a criminal doesn't help my attitude much either. Too me it was unprofessional, but it's to the point where I am so fed up with the petty shit. Normally I overlook the dramatics and just go about my business, but now, I'm looking for another job. They don't pay me enough to deal with their shit.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
I came across this post in of one of my old journals...
8.10.04
Today,I watched Nip/Tuck, one of the best shows on tv, you know nowadays what's on TV is equivalent to garbage. But anyways, it took another serious turn(like the situations already aren't serious enough) and it came down to religion. And one particular line by Agatha, the prostitute suffering from the legendary "stigmata" stood out amongst others..."don't you understand...there is nothing to believe in anymore." I don't know why, but, that haunts me at times. Why? Because I felt at one that I lost my faith in God. It was easier when you were younger, you didn't have to worry about believing in anything, as long as you believe in God. He was the Almighty, and he would take care of you regardless. We didn't grow up in a religious family, we were what I called NON-ACTIVE Catholics. I believe in God, when when I was 14, I didn't know anymore if there was a God that existed. Maybe it was the whole coming of age thing, growing and changing, when in reality, I would put blame where it wasn't due because I wasn't happy with myself and who I was becoming, so I lost faith because I never felt God answered my prayers to help me change into who I wanted. I realized later, that I should always be happy with who I am, and what I would become. God loves me for who I am, and what I would become in the future, so I should love myself as well. That was lesson I had to learn on my own, and God does answer prayers, it might not be when you want them to be answered, but He does in some form or way. We go through things in life that we don't understand, and at times it may seem unfair, but we go through things for a reason, and in the end, we come out stronger, happier, and in my case, faith restored.
Today,I watched Nip/Tuck, one of the best shows on tv, you know nowadays what's on TV is equivalent to garbage. But anyways, it took another serious turn(like the situations already aren't serious enough) and it came down to religion. And one particular line by Agatha, the prostitute suffering from the legendary "stigmata" stood out amongst others..."don't you understand...there is nothing to believe in anymore." I don't know why, but, that haunts me at times. Why? Because I felt at one that I lost my faith in God. It was easier when you were younger, you didn't have to worry about believing in anything, as long as you believe in God. He was the Almighty, and he would take care of you regardless. We didn't grow up in a religious family, we were what I called NON-ACTIVE Catholics. I believe in God, when when I was 14, I didn't know anymore if there was a God that existed. Maybe it was the whole coming of age thing, growing and changing, when in reality, I would put blame where it wasn't due because I wasn't happy with myself and who I was becoming, so I lost faith because I never felt God answered my prayers to help me change into who I wanted. I realized later, that I should always be happy with who I am, and what I would become. God loves me for who I am, and what I would become in the future, so I should love myself as well. That was lesson I had to learn on my own, and God does answer prayers, it might not be when you want them to be answered, but He does in some form or way. We go through things in life that we don't understand, and at times it may seem unfair, but we go through things for a reason, and in the end, we come out stronger, happier, and in my case, faith restored.
Saturday, April 09, 2005
I feel so betrayed right now, I don't know if I have the right to feel betrayed, maybe I should see it as constructive criticism, all I know is that I'm hurt right now.
I don't want to go into detail, because everytime I think about it I get angry, and anger can be such wasted energy. What makes this worse is that I thought I could let my guard down, but instead I am simply reminded why it was put up in the first place. Sometimes we build walls around our hearts not to keep our loved ones out
but to see who cares enough to knock those walls down.#186.....people are so fallible. I know I'm not perfect, far from it, I don't try to be perfect, but I would never intentionally hurt anyone for my own personal gain or make someone feel crummy because I get off on that. I'm sure I'll be okay by tomorrow, because this time my reaction wasn't late, it was right on time.
I don't want to go into detail, because everytime I think about it I get angry, and anger can be such wasted energy. What makes this worse is that I thought I could let my guard down, but instead I am simply reminded why it was put up in the first place. Sometimes we build walls around our hearts not to keep our loved ones out
but to see who cares enough to knock those walls down.#186.....people are so fallible. I know I'm not perfect, far from it, I don't try to be perfect, but I would never intentionally hurt anyone for my own personal gain or make someone feel crummy because I get off on that. I'm sure I'll be okay by tomorrow, because this time my reaction wasn't late, it was right on time.
Friday, April 08, 2005
I just finished walking my dogs around the complex, when I heard splashing in the pool. Now our pool (I live in a private community named Chimney Wood) is OPEN 24/7/365, but no one really takes advantage of the 365. It's pretty cool outside right now, but too cold to go swimming if you ask me. So I walk my dogs over to the pool to see if I was hearing things, only to see the my old ass neighbor emerge from the water wearing a bright red speedo... I'm not sure what to make of that, my initial thought was this dude is ^%&% crazy!
Another 100 Things About Me
101. I strive to be a better person
102. I've said the same prayer that my mother taught since I was 5
103. My nonchalant attitude is my greatest weakness
104. I can play The Sims 2 University all day if I allow myself
105. I am my own bestfriend
106. I failed horribly at celibacy
107. But I don't mind one bit :)
108. My ex called me Quinnifer
109. Now EVERYONE calls my Quinnifer
110. I get bored easily
111. School is starting to bore me
112. I have a 3.00 gpa *should be a 4.0, but my old bitter english teacher was a b*tch*
113. Stupid people really annoy me
114. I especially hate it when stupid people talk
115. Not only do I attract assholes, I attract babies and grandpas
116. I've been the "other woman"
117. Not my fault of course
118. My new position is starting to suck
119. Apparently I'm not "nurturing" enough
120. oh well, I'm not being paid to mother any kids
121. I've dropped my old cell phone atleast 50 times, and it looks like it was run over
122. My feet are really cold right now
123. I refuse to do anything to my room because I don't plan on staying there
124. My ringtone is set to T-Shirt
125. And if you're lucky, you get you're own personalized ringtone
126. Donald's is set to 1 Thing by Amerie
127. My mom's is set to Karma by Alicia Keys (see the irony)
128. I brush my teeth like 3 times a day
129. Can you imagine how many time's I floss a day?
130. I just bought a Napoloeon Dynamite t-shirt off of Ebay
131. It's freakin hilarious!
132. And it was only 11.99, and in my favorite color pink
133. my hands are cold
134. I can now admit I am spoiled
135. After drinking Pure Life H20 from Nestle, tap water just doesn't taste the same
136. I dated this white guy awhile back, he was cute
137. but after being gawked at in public for so long, I thought it be best that we remained friends
138. I was a big moron for that one
139. I'm really bossy
140. I always have late reactions
141. I hate being accused of untrue things
142. I hate it even more when I can't prove my innocence
143. I've had a ear fetish since I was a baby
144. I use to carry around a blanket too
145. I think the original Texas Chainsaw Massacre was hilarious
146. I also think Freddy Kruger is the funniest bad guy
147. I think I've developed allergies
148. Jess sleeps with me every night
149. And when I leave the house she always tries to come
150. She's so adorable
151. This is taking a lot longer than the first one
152. I love candles
153. Clothes are easy to shop for when you dress "preppy"
154. I'm considering getting my nipple pierced *11:57*
155. That thought just went out the window after seeing it done*1:11*
156. I can't see myself continuing being friends with Jerrod at this point
157. The Ring 2 had the funniest ending
158. I use to wish my name wasn't Quinn
159. Now I love it, it's so unique
160. Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough is my favorite ice cream
161. I really need to tone up
162. The dominant trait in my family is the "racoon eyes"
163. It's funny how shady people are once you get to know them
164. I feel older than what I am
165. One reason why I don't connect with people my own age
166. I don't really care too much for females
167. I was once a perfectionist
168. and a neat freak
169. now I don't give a f*ck anymore
170. I don't think I'm a people person
171. The process of growing my hair out is taking longer than I expected :(
172. I think Destiny's Child's Album "Destiny Fulfilled" is the story of my life
173. Out of me and my sisters, I'm the oldest, but the middle child is the tallest
174. I need to find a new hobby
175. I am blessed with the ability to have multiple orgasms :)
176. I snort when I laugh sometimes
177. Donald think that it's cute
178. I can't stay mad
179. I'm easily entertained
180. Since I failed at my attempt to practice celibacy, I've become a nympho
181. I'm addicted to Hi-C fruit punch
182. I saw Dennis for the first time in 5 months
183. He just looked at me
184. A year ago I would be upset by this
185. I really like my hair color
186. I only rely on myself because people are so fallible
187. I think that's why I didn't give myself comletely to James
188. or any guy since Aaron
189.The thought of being hurt like that again sickens me
190.I think that's just a risk I might take to fall in love again
191. I'm still re-evaluating myself
192. There's always room for improvement
193. People on BP annoy me
194. I've taken down my contacts for the final time
195. I've never had a low self-esteem problem
196. The only time I get depressed is when I try and figure out the purpose of life
197. and whether or not I'm living up to any of His expectations
198. I try my hardest to put others before me
199. That only works for certain people though
200. I think I've put myself out there towards the end of this post
102. I've said the same prayer that my mother taught since I was 5
103. My nonchalant attitude is my greatest weakness
104. I can play The Sims 2 University all day if I allow myself
105. I am my own bestfriend
106. I failed horribly at celibacy
107. But I don't mind one bit :)
108. My ex called me Quinnifer
109. Now EVERYONE calls my Quinnifer
110. I get bored easily
111. School is starting to bore me
112. I have a 3.00 gpa *should be a 4.0, but my old bitter english teacher was a b*tch*
113. Stupid people really annoy me
114. I especially hate it when stupid people talk
115. Not only do I attract assholes, I attract babies and grandpas
116. I've been the "other woman"
117. Not my fault of course
118. My new position is starting to suck
119. Apparently I'm not "nurturing" enough
120. oh well, I'm not being paid to mother any kids
121. I've dropped my old cell phone atleast 50 times, and it looks like it was run over
122. My feet are really cold right now
123. I refuse to do anything to my room because I don't plan on staying there
124. My ringtone is set to T-Shirt
125. And if you're lucky, you get you're own personalized ringtone
126. Donald's is set to 1 Thing by Amerie
127. My mom's is set to Karma by Alicia Keys (see the irony)
128. I brush my teeth like 3 times a day
129. Can you imagine how many time's I floss a day?
130. I just bought a Napoloeon Dynamite t-shirt off of Ebay
131. It's freakin hilarious!
132. And it was only 11.99, and in my favorite color pink
133. my hands are cold
134. I can now admit I am spoiled
135. After drinking Pure Life H20 from Nestle, tap water just doesn't taste the same
136. I dated this white guy awhile back, he was cute
137. but after being gawked at in public for so long, I thought it be best that we remained friends
138. I was a big moron for that one
139. I'm really bossy
140. I always have late reactions
141. I hate being accused of untrue things
142. I hate it even more when I can't prove my innocence
143. I've had a ear fetish since I was a baby
144. I use to carry around a blanket too
145. I think the original Texas Chainsaw Massacre was hilarious
146. I also think Freddy Kruger is the funniest bad guy
147. I think I've developed allergies
148. Jess sleeps with me every night
149. And when I leave the house she always tries to come
150. She's so adorable
151. This is taking a lot longer than the first one
152. I love candles
153. Clothes are easy to shop for when you dress "preppy"
154. I'm considering getting my nipple pierced *11:57*
155. That thought just went out the window after seeing it done*1:11*
156. I can't see myself continuing being friends with Jerrod at this point
157. The Ring 2 had the funniest ending
158. I use to wish my name wasn't Quinn
159. Now I love it, it's so unique
160. Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough is my favorite ice cream
161. I really need to tone up
162. The dominant trait in my family is the "racoon eyes"
163. It's funny how shady people are once you get to know them
164. I feel older than what I am
165. One reason why I don't connect with people my own age
166. I don't really care too much for females
167. I was once a perfectionist
168. and a neat freak
169. now I don't give a f*ck anymore
170. I don't think I'm a people person
171. The process of growing my hair out is taking longer than I expected :(
172. I think Destiny's Child's Album "Destiny Fulfilled" is the story of my life
173. Out of me and my sisters, I'm the oldest, but the middle child is the tallest
174. I need to find a new hobby
175. I am blessed with the ability to have multiple orgasms :)
176. I snort when I laugh sometimes
177. Donald think that it's cute
178. I can't stay mad
179. I'm easily entertained
180. Since I failed at my attempt to practice celibacy, I've become a nympho
181. I'm addicted to Hi-C fruit punch
182. I saw Dennis for the first time in 5 months
183. He just looked at me
184. A year ago I would be upset by this
185. I really like my hair color
186. I only rely on myself because people are so fallible
187. I think that's why I didn't give myself comletely to James
188. or any guy since Aaron
189.The thought of being hurt like that again sickens me
190.I think that's just a risk I might take to fall in love again
191. I'm still re-evaluating myself
192. There's always room for improvement
193. People on BP annoy me
194. I've taken down my contacts for the final time
195. I've never had a low self-esteem problem
196. The only time I get depressed is when I try and figure out the purpose of life
197. and whether or not I'm living up to any of His expectations
198. I try my hardest to put others before me
199. That only works for certain people though
200. I think I've put myself out there towards the end of this post
Thursday, April 07, 2005
The Famous Trucker Hat...
Lauren and I first saw Ashton Kutcher wearing this trucker hat on Punk'd, now he normally wears trucker hats, and maybe in 2003 they were really in, but, this time, what the hat said caught our attention. Personally I thought it was hilarious, and Lauren, a fashion victim thought it was cute. However, they did not sell the hat in stores, in fact, it had not yet even HIT stores, but Lauren was more than determined to get this hat for me and her, so when we went to the Justified/Stripped Tour concert in July of 2003, we would definitely stick out. After a few weeks of searching on the net, she came across the hat on UrbanOutfitters.Com for $14.95 a piece. Instead of getting the red and white, we got the blue and white. Well, the night of the concert, we got so much attention from our hats. The only problem was, eventho we were some of the first people to actually go and buy the hat, most people had already caught on, and people began to wear the hats and the shirts with the famous slogan, Jesus is my homeboy. What a waste of $14.95, atleast I can say I was one of the first people to wear it.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
I feel like such a dingaling...
... I am steadily making little stars next to the clothes that I want in the Victoria Secrets Magazine that I receive once a week. It's almost like a habit, go through the magazine, pick out what I want knowing full well that I can't buy half the shit that I want because I'm broke. I could max out my Victoria Secrets credit card again...but that would not be wise at all. Well I'm not completely broke, I can still buy what I want, I'm just trying, and I mean TRYING to save the little money I have left after paying bills, this excludes the money I set aside for my hair and nails, and the other things I need to pamper myself with. I save about $60-$70 dollars, if I don't eat lunch or dine out when my mom makes us starve it'd probably would be about $85. But I've cut back on fast food in the past few months, I've been trying to eat healthier, so I only go to McDonald's or Wendy's once every other week or so, it use to be everyday(I gained so much weight) . I think I was addicted to McDonald's #5 and Wendy's #4.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Why oh why do we have humidity! I hate the weather in New Orleans, it screws up my hair! I hate having to wear my hair wrapped all the time :(
...Oh well. Donald and I actually were amused with a special on Paris Hilton on VH-1, that and the cherry filled powder donuts we bought at 11 tonite. Normally I would make fun of Paris Hilton, but, tonight, I just felt bad for her. She's an heiress that's made a name for herself in the short time that she's been in the spot light. First the sex tape and then she lost her dog (right with you Paris, I would die if one of my dogs ran away), and then someone broke into her phone and listed the pictures and over 500 numbers that belonged to celebrities. I won't lie, I was half tempted to call Pharell Williams when I saw his number :D She appears to be doing ok, hell, if I had the money she's going to inherit or even the money she's MAKING NOW, I wouldn't really give a fly hoot about sex tapes and people making fun of me for saying dumb shit like "That's Hot!".
It really sux not having a cell phone, I almost feel naked. My original cell phone has over 300 numbers and like 25 ring tones and games and all this unnecessary shit.
According to good ol Verizon my phone has water damage, and I have to pay $50 dollars to replace the damn thing. Really I want to cry because now I have to transfer everything to my new phone, which will take time out of my busy life to go to the Verizon store, pay like 20 something odd dollars, but everything might not transfer because there's WATER DAMAGE, which means I might actually have to manually input 300 something numbers and call Verizon so they can credit my downloads after RE-DOWNLOADING EVERYTHING. Ok I'll stop bitching now.
I am also happy to report, after that trip I was dreading to my friend the gyno, EVERYTHING is straight and in working order!
...Oh well. Donald and I actually were amused with a special on Paris Hilton on VH-1, that and the cherry filled powder donuts we bought at 11 tonite. Normally I would make fun of Paris Hilton, but, tonight, I just felt bad for her. She's an heiress that's made a name for herself in the short time that she's been in the spot light. First the sex tape and then she lost her dog (right with you Paris, I would die if one of my dogs ran away), and then someone broke into her phone and listed the pictures and over 500 numbers that belonged to celebrities. I won't lie, I was half tempted to call Pharell Williams when I saw his number :D She appears to be doing ok, hell, if I had the money she's going to inherit or even the money she's MAKING NOW, I wouldn't really give a fly hoot about sex tapes and people making fun of me for saying dumb shit like "That's Hot!".
It really sux not having a cell phone, I almost feel naked. My original cell phone has over 300 numbers and like 25 ring tones and games and all this unnecessary shit.
According to good ol Verizon my phone has water damage, and I have to pay $50 dollars to replace the damn thing. Really I want to cry because now I have to transfer everything to my new phone, which will take time out of my busy life to go to the Verizon store, pay like 20 something odd dollars, but everything might not transfer because there's WATER DAMAGE, which means I might actually have to manually input 300 something numbers and call Verizon so they can credit my downloads after RE-DOWNLOADING EVERYTHING. Ok I'll stop bitching now.
I am also happy to report, after that trip I was dreading to my friend the gyno, EVERYTHING is straight and in working order!
I have a confession to make...
I watch Surreal Life like I do the Inferno...there, it's out in the open. The show is pretty funny tho, the only thing that pisses me off is that Da Brat aka Brat has the nerve to call somebody a "has been". WTF? LOL so she's the first female rap artist to go platinum or gold or copper... whatever, who cares, her music ain't shit, never was! She had a few songs that were almost hit worthy, im my opinion anyway...My "holes" are healing up nicely, despite the fact that Doc stuck a cleaning needle thingy in the holes to clean em out, let's not talk about excruciating pain. My mom is threatening to give away big fat Twinkie again, I think she's only making idle threats because she's lazy and isn't quite as active as Jess, she just lays around the house taking up space and looking like she's 80 instead of 2.
She's so adorable tho!
She's so adorable tho!
Friday, April 01, 2005
While you were sleeping...
Whitney was actually being nice and took these pics...
just look into my eyes
me and Twinkie!
Last night, me and my sister Whitney went to go see the screening of none other than Sin City. A lot of people might find some parts of the movie to be disturbing, but if you have a full appreciation for movies like I do, and you're an extreme critic like I am, I think people with an open mind like myself will find it quite enjoyable...except for about the 4 or 5 times guys either had their balls and dick shot,cut, or pulled off...yuck. The way the movie was organized, the black and white theme with just a tab bit of color and here and then, I love movies! Thank you God for Frank Miller and Quentin Tarantino. They brought the movie to life. All in all, it was a good movie. I'm kinda sad because Alexis Bledel (Becky) played such a wimp, almost upset as when Orlando Bloom played Paris in Troy, such great actors playing p*ssies!
Anywho, Donald and I were able to piss of Gelinsia today without actually having to do anything this time, she's such an ass. Oh and my hair was hated on, while GUYS complimented that it was pretty/sexy, one girl actually had the never to say "it looks dirty from a distance". LMAO. I just laughed my ass off. Maybe if my sister is nice up enough to take a picture, I'll post it up.
Anywho, Donald and I were able to piss of Gelinsia today without actually having to do anything this time, she's such an ass. Oh and my hair was hated on, while GUYS complimented that it was pretty/sexy, one girl actually had the never to say "it looks dirty from a distance". LMAO. I just laughed my ass off. Maybe if my sister is nice up enough to take a picture, I'll post it up.
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