Sunday, April 17, 2005

Donald thought it would be funny to put a camera in my face and show off my big raccoon eyes and my big ass forehead.
aaahhhh,those raccoon eyes...dominant trait in my family, everyone has them!
I hate being so picky, I go from one guy to the next (not in a sexual way). I just can't seem to stay interested in one guy long enough to actually develop real feelings for them because they're always fucking up. Nothing in particular has happened, I've just been going over in my head the number of "relationships" I've been in, or lack there of, over the past 3 years. I know that sounds bad, you're thinking hey, it might be you that needs to change. Believe me, I've tried looking from every aspect to see if I'm the problem, I'm not at all. I even tried changing my "suspicious ways" for my ex because he thought I was "insecure". I realized that I am far from insecure, and far from jealous. I can be overly confident sometimes, which might come off as cocky or conceited. But that's just me, I'm picky for a reason. I shouldn't hate the fact that I won't settle for less, but I'm tired of being alone. Oh well...my knight in shining armor is out there somewhere...

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