I feel so betrayed right now, I don't know if I have the right to feel betrayed, maybe I should see it as constructive criticism, all I know is that I'm hurt right now.
I don't want to go into detail, because everytime I think about it I get angry, and anger can be such wasted energy. What makes this worse is that I thought I could let my guard down, but instead I am simply reminded why it was put up in the first place. Sometimes we build walls around our hearts not to keep our loved ones out
but to see who cares enough to knock those walls down.#186.....people are so fallible. I know I'm not perfect, far from it, I don't try to be perfect, but I would never intentionally hurt anyone for my own personal gain or make someone feel crummy because I get off on that. I'm sure I'll be okay by tomorrow, because this time my reaction wasn't late, it was right on time.