Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I'm starting to think maybe ::BLEEP:: is the guy I've been waiting for. Now it may seem like I have A LOT of guy friends, which I do, but he's the only I can say that has literally gone out of his way to make sure I am happy. The answer might just be sitting right under my nose, and has been all this time. The only thing is, I don't know if I feel the same way about him as he does me. I care about him, he's a wonderful person. I'm so confused right now, here I am, wanting to be in a relationship, wanting to fall in love, and I'm afraid to even take that chance with him. I'm afraid it'll be another dead end relationship, I'm afraid that I won't give myself to him completely and I'll just end up hurting him. I'll finish this later...
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Why haven't you given no name a name? I have read about your exes James and Jerrod and you mentioned their names. Are you afraid you may jenx the relationship?
@ lawda, thanx for understanding. I thought I might've been going crazy.
@anonymous,who are you? That's part of the reason why. Another is because if it doesn't work out, nobody will know who he is in the future.
lol I thought I had an idea of who it is, and when I asked him about it, he said it wasn't him...hey, if anon gives me his name, I'll name no name...
I don't feel comfortable giving my name out over the internet. I am just curious to know. You have this online journal open to the public and you can't blame the public for wanting to know details. If a soap opera decided to have a character on the show whitout a name the public would want to know who he or she is. I don't feel like we are getting the whole picture. If you won't give me a name how about describing him and the way he makes you feel. You haven't been very descriptive about his looks or his character. It would be nice to know. Sorry if I offended you by asking for a name. Its not like I will know who you are talking about I am from Texas. I was actually on my girlfriends computer going through her favorites folder and this website or page stood out to me. I have been searching other pages throught blogger.com and they are really interesting. Its a peep into someone elses life. It allows me to escape my reality and get into some one elses.
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