Sunday, May 15, 2005

I can't really say where I've been since my last post, it seems that these past four days have gone by in a blur. I've been feeling kind of down, and that's not normal. I guess you can say I feel somewhat overwhelmed by certain things, and I find myself feeling OVER emotional. I had to go sit in the girls bathroom for about 10 minutes just to clear my head, and in the process of that I started to cry...why? Many reasons, one crazier than the other. I can't really say why I got so upset. My day started off with my sister having to wake me up for that damned meeting today, which was for 9. The meeting didn't start until 9:30, so I was pissed because I woke up early and didn't have to. Then when the GM called on me to ask for my input, I sat there in silence, which isn't like me at all. I had a million things to say and didn't utter one word. I might as well have been a mute. Then the day slowly went on, and I became more and more anxious, possibly because I was hungry or tired...or both. Then in the middle of my shift, one of those thieving bitches stole $30 out of my purse. Now I don't carry cash, and the time that I actually decide to some idiot steals it. I've never had anything stolen from me, but I was pretty upset about it. I felt so violated and angry, I just wanted to scream. Then Donald and I got into a fight while we at work, I swear he can be an asshole sometimes. But the icing on the cake was when Wanna said something to piss me off tonight, she caught herself trying to be Jerrod's little messenger, and eventhough it was so small, I got really upset and sat in the girls bathroom until they came looking for me. Dwayne says he doesn't like to see me in this state, he's not use to Quinn not being bubbly and happy. I'm not use to feeling this way either, it sux.

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