but I really do have a lot on mind right now. It just seems like it's one thing after another. I just realized today that I haven't talked to Lauren since the night of her birthday, the night she told Rayanne that Rayanne "could trust her opinions before Quinn's". I don't hold grudges, but I'm still kind of bitter about what she said that night. Lauren is leaving for London this month...if she isn't already gone. I'm not sad about her leaving, I don't really care that she's leaving. I haven't talked to her in 6 months...so why should I care? The little voice in my head is saying...because she's your BEST friend...and the other voice is saying...WAS, past tense. Sure, I think us growing apart was bound to happen, but as I looked through my senior book, it's kind of hard to believe she's the same person. The Lauren now would probably want to make you smack her...the Lauren then you would almost claim to be your blood. I think this is one friendship I'll let go.
I've been put back on the schedule...no big deal. I don't even care really, I'm just numb to the idea of going back to work, especially with the drama that's going on. Dwayne called me today, he was furious. Apparently Jerrod accused Dwayne of sexually harassing a 16 year old girl (who didn't complain might I add) They had a big ass meeting, I didn't get all the gory details, nor did I care to. My name of course was dragged into it, because Jerrod told the GM that Dwayne and I are sleeping together. When I heard that, all I could do was laugh, I'm laughing now just thinking about it. It's funny how much damage one person can do, it's even funnier that people are gunning for him now. I of course, am staying out of it. The last thing I need is to lose my cool over a very unstable person...
One of my classes start tomorrow, and I am actually DREADING it because it's 4 hours long...
My mom told me today she doesn't want me to move out. She also told me she was depressed. I really had no response to either. I had an idea she was depressed, but I haven't the slighest idea on how to help her. I think most doctors are quacks, and the ones who are paid big bucks to tell you something you already know is a waste of money. I think this is something she honestly has to deal with on her own. I think she needs to find the root of her problems and deal with them the best she can. Or take anti-depressants...it sux that she's unhappy, because my mother is someone that deserves to be happy.
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