So off topic, but I think I'm slowly falling in love. I get butterflies in my stomach everytime I'm around him, everytime he holds me. He's so special, he's everything I hoped for and more. I kick myself for not giving this guy a chance when I had one, when I was told to leave James alone because I deserved better (which was something I heard a lot when I was with him), he was the one all along. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile. I can actually cry in front of him. I'm such a dork, but I love that puppy love feeling.