This is killing me!

He hasn't even started school yet, and I'm reduced to seeing him once every few days...he's picked up more shifts at work and is talking about getting a second job...we don't go out on weekends anymore, and I refuse to go anywhere by myself. Amber and I will usually do something while Whitney will hole herself up in the bedroom, but even she has a social life and doesn't want hang out with her big sister all the time. God I can't wait until Rayanne and Dayna get back, I'm so bored. They've nearly cut out shifts in half at work so I have tons of time on my hands during the week...I would look for another job, but I kind of got discouraged after the Oschner situation, I don't think too many places will work with my schedule. I think I might just stick it out until something else better comes along...