It's strange, some days are better than others, some days I just don't know what to do. I'm really missing my sister's right about now. We talk everyday, but it just doesn't seem like it's enough. I miss just hanging out, Amber and I teaming up against Whitney, I miss taking my dogs out for their daily walks, hell, I even miss The Grand...somewhat. I was thinking of going to Alabama and visiting my sister for the weekend, but I already know if I go, I won't want to leave. He is the only thing keeping me sane right now...strange, we've been together 6 weeks straight and we've yet to get tired of eachother, we have our moments of bickering over silly things, but never anything serious.
We'll be making our way back into the city again...tomorrow. I really didn't want to go this time around, but, my mom insist that I come and try and get whatever else we can. She's talking about actually cleaning up some parts of the house; we've already sprayed bleach on the walls to keep the mold from growing, and left most of the windows opened. It's the heat that's going to drive me, that and the smell. My mom is at a loss as well, she actually wants to buy some units in Chimney Wood, LOL, for what, I don't know why. It'll be a very long time before anyone can even live in the east, why she would actually want to buy property at this point in time is beyond me, but hey, more power to her. We're suppose to be moving back to New Orleans, some house on the Westbank in December. I'm not even looking foward to it because I'm so comfortable here. I would stay if I could, but I can't leave my mom. She's already a basket case, she's lost her home, without family except for myself, her friends are gone. I see it more everyday because she's drinking a lot more than I like. I've even tried hiding the bottle from her, but that didn't do any good.
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