Just another night...

...so it's a typical night for me, I am once again up in the wee hours of the night (not so typical, I'm the queen of insominiacs), and all I'm doing is surfing the net. I check NOLA.com frequently, and I see a headliner, Cat 5 Wilma. At the moment the storm hasn't even hit the gulf, but when it does, it's going to go East, I've check the jet stream, and it's east at the moment as well. Which means that Florida is going to get hit...bad. And as I'm looking up all of this stuff, I'm thinking to myself when does it end? It's one natural disaster after another, after the earth quake in Peru I thought to myself "is this Armageddon?". I've tried not to doubt my faith in God, but sometimes it's hard to keep that faith, especially in this current situation where you're constantly doubting anything and everything. Natural distasters occcur all the time now...it's inevitable. It's not fair...why us, why now? Why did 1000+ people have to die because of Katrina, and damn near 40,000 people in Asia because of the earth quake? I'm plagued with questions, I found myself crying again last night for like the millionth time, asking why? Where was God when that first trickle of water seeped into the city, or when the earth began to tremble making buildings collapse with people in them. He has the power to stop all of this...but then again who am I to question Him. Everything happens for a reason, whether we like it or not...so here I am again back at square one.