Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Main Entry: hap·pi·ness
Pronunciation
: 'ha-pi-n&s
Function: noun
1 obsolete : good fortune : PROSPERITY
2 a : a state of well-being and contentment : JOY
b : a pleasurable or satisfying experience

Sometimes I think back to times when I was with other people who contributed to the person I am today, and while the list is extensive, I'm writing about people I've had relationships with. None of my past relationships fulfilled or satisfied me. But they did teach me more about myself, who I am and what I want. They made me realize what I was worth, that I truly deserve someone who is going to love me unconditionally, be my backbone if need be. I can honestly say that those relationships never made me happy, what I had was a temporary feeling which was usually taken over by doubt and uncertainty. I was never truly happy with any of my boyfriends until I met him. He too has been scarred by people he once cared about, and I think we found within eachother some kind of medium, we restored eachother's faith by trusting one another. And I can say we truly make eachother happy.

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