I've been debating about whether or not I should blog about my relationship, or what's left of it. For the past few months, it feels like my relationship has run its course. It was so good in the beginning, and then after Katrina, we started to push eachother away. I don't know why. Lately I've been feeling disconnected from him, we barely talk, show affection, and let's not talk about sex, or lack there of. It's gotten so bad I've thought over and over whether I should move back in with my mom, which wouldn't make sense since we're moving back in June. We haven't slept in the same bedroom in months. I can't help but feel so hopeless about us, I'm so tired of trying to make us work and not getting anything back. We fight about every little thing, money, who took the dog out, who unloaded the dish washer. It doesn't help that I'm depressed either. It just feels like everything is going wrong at the right time. When we try "talking", it becomes "you this" and " you that". I don't know what to do anymore. I care about him so much, but I wonder if it's in vain sometimes. I swear, if we break up, I won't be with another guy for a very long time.