and I have a few posts, more serious posts that I need to finish. I'm not even sure why I resorted to writing in my myspace blog. Most of the journals I already have written down or saved as a draft are really angry posts, and I decided not to share some of those because it's just a reminded of how angry I've become over the past year. I will say I feel my relationships with my family are slowly changing. I find myself avoiding my sisters because I find one incredibly selfish, and the other an outright bitch. Whitney has dropped the news on the family that's she moving in with her boyfriend of 3 months. Keep in mind my sister is only 19. My mom is already stressed out because of the insurance company and then moving back to nothing. My mom is so pissed about it, but not much she can do except cut her off financially. Now, the deal with Whitney COULD HAVE BEEN is that she remains at CSU, and stay at the dorms instead of the apartments she was living in so the cost for housing wouldn't be so high. BUT NO. WHITNEY is not easily satisfied apparently, and decides to go to the community college in Colorado Springs. But again, instead of staying in the rooms they offer there, she decides to get an apartment...with her boyfriend. You would think she would use better judgement, but Whitney is not the brightest tool in the shed, and I say that with love. My mom has already expressed her opinion on the subject, and all that has done is basically created a rift in their relationship. So my mom doesn't say anything else. Whitney is on her own, and if she and her boyfriend break up (he is the bread winner here because he has a stable job with the Armed Forces), she will be on her own...literally. Then there's Amber. If there was a word for spoiled, it would be her name. Lately she's had this nasty attitude where if Amber doesn't get her way, Amber doesn't want to play. I've never seen anyone who has everything be so ugly. I hate the way she talks to my mom and the way she treats our family. She says inappropriate things that would cause someone to slap the teeth out of her mouth. But my mom instead throws money at her so she doesn't have to deal with her attitude. Personally, I'll tell my sister to go fuck herself and have a nice day because I'm at point where I don't care. What comes around goes around, and the upside of having my own place is that I don't have to deal with her on a daily basis. If she calls, I don't have to answer the phone, if she says one thing to me that offends me, all I have to do is tell her to get the hell out of my house and find a way home. That's how bad it has gotten with my relationship with her. My mom is a different story. My mom is is starting to piss me off because she feels that because I have so much idle time on my hands, I should find something to do-like her homework. I mean, it was bad enough I had my own shit to take care of, and then she drops her homework and her term paper on me. (Why not have your spoiled child do it for you, after all, she does owe you for allowing her to have a kitten) Why you ask? Because she has other things to take care of on a daily basis. My response, drop the fucking class then. I'm not going to earn your degree for you, it's not fair to ask me to do your term paper or chapters of your homework when I have my own school work to worry about. I've tutored her in math, in accounting, and english...that's the help I've given her.But instead of asking me, she throws her assignments at me, WTF are you thinking!?
OK...rant over
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