I can admit to myself and others that I get bored quickly, I can lose interest so fast in just one person if I don't feel compatible with them.I've got plenty of friends to choose from, and yes, they're just that, they aren't FWB (Friends With Benefits). I would prefer to be friends with someone first before hopping into a relationship with a stranger. I've tried the FWB routine, but I've found that it doesn't really quite work for me, it can be tricky. I usually just end up being intimate with a past partner or an ex, but I'd do the past partner before an ex because there's too much at stake when an ex comes back in the picture. Especially if I've broken up with them, I will just simply be reminded why we aren't together in the first place. Like between Aaron and I, a year ago I hated his guts, now we're like bestfriends. We don't talk as much as we use to because he has a girlfriend who doesn't like me :D, but we easily pick up where we left off. The opportunity has come up to have sex on more than one occasion, but I can't bring myself to do it because
1. He has a girlfriend that he has lukewarm feelings for
and 2. He cheated on me it still feels as if he did it yesterday

...I'm straying away from my post. So yes I get bored easily, whether it be boys, or school. School bores the hell out of me, it gets to the point where I can maintain my average and only show up the day of the test. While sitting in my classes I doodle or text people, I think I might even have AADD, I don't know, I've never been tested for it. Studying for me is like nails on a chalk board, can't stand it, and majority of the time I don't do it.

Now I'm bored with this post.

Let's see what else is there to talk about...I actually got ANGRY yesterday, and I don't mean someone made me mad and I got over it in five minutes, I was actually pissed for most of the day. I'm still somewhat angry now. I don't care if people like me or not, that's never been a problem with me, but I demand respect. I've hinted in some of my other post that there is growing tension between Jerrod and I, which there is, thick enough to cut through it, but it's at the point where if he says one thing to me, it could be hello or goodbye, I might just snap at his ass. Now normally I don't get upset and start acting crazy like some females do, I've done that once in my entire life and I regret the damage I did, but I've learned, or rather much taught myself to never let anyone get under my skin like that. Well for the first time in nearly 2 years I was so angry I was shaking again, and it happened to be that prick Jerrod. What pissed me off the most and caused most of my anger was when I confronted him about the situation, he response was he did it just because, and then eventually hung up in my face. Have I mentioned how much I hate being hung up on? It's one thing to betray me and sell me out, it's one thing to create unnecessary drama, but it's completely different when you disrespect me not once, but twice, and that was the end of it. I don't understand Jerrod or his motives, maybe he feels played because things didn't work out between us, or maybe he was an asshole all along and I never knew. Oh well, he'll get his.